Started dreaming about someone a lot, then begin to miss them terribly? And wonder if they ever think of you? And feel upset because you may never see them again...? I'm going through that right now. I had a close friend back in Intermediate through Middle school... And i've been having a few dreams about him since moving to *censoring name of state so i won't be stalked*... People always thought that we were a couple though (of course, i always yelled and said we weren't)...But now, looking back... I wouldn't stop blushing while talking to him OVER THE PHONE (now if that ain't embarrassing, what is?), and when i saw him (for the last time) a few days later... I was so shy, i couldn't look him in they eye! but i got enough of a glance to see that he didn't have glasses anymore (my dad nicknamed him Harry Potter, cuz we thought he looked a bit like Harry (without the scar, of course )), and he was uber tall (i was just starting my short phase...)... *sigh* Now i'm beginning to wonder if i did "like" him... but i could be suddenly thinking of him because i started playing Generation 2 pokemon games (which, i think, was the topic of discussion that introduced us to each other), because i last saw him almost three years ago in OCTOBER (noting that it's the current month), because i named my male pokemon trainer for my personal pokemon series after him, or because Disney Channel recently showed a Harry Potter movie (look back to the Harry Potter thing stated previously). No matter the reason, i really do think that i suddenly realized one day that i liked him... i keep blushing every time i type that. Is that proof that i liked him? If so... ah, i dun care! i just wanna talk to him at least one last time!!! Over the Internet, prefferably! That way i can talk to him more!!! *was blushing typing the last few sentences... and still is* *sigh* Well, doesn't matter. The only contact info i have on him is many years old... so it's more than likely changed... And he's had to moved at least once by now... *sigh* I really do hope i see him again... I really miss you, Michael Wilkinson >///<

Ok, emo rant over! yay!!! *phew* I love these dA journals! cuz i enjoy broadcasting my feelings to someone and not get emotional (like in reality). Anywho, i'm practically stalking Serebii.net and Bulbapedia on info on Pokemon HeartGold and SoulSilver. Though it's hard, since for some reason, i keep getting a stupid "BLOCKED" message on the only available computer (it took five minutes to get started typing, dang it >_< ) and i think i have an unofficial release month. It MIGHT, repeat MIGHT!!!, come out in April. Of course, this source is claimed as unofficial, AKA possibly false. I'll get back to you should a different month (or actual day, for that matter) come up. But still, if it IS April, it's such a long way away... *sigh* i guess i'll keep on satisfying myself through pokemon crystal... and actually ATTEMPT to get far in the pokedex. 150 caught at minimun. That way, i can transfer pokemon from stadium 2 pokemon box to Crystal. I'm almost done with the first part of the GSC story. Just beat Clair last night. I wanna train my pokemon before facing the elite 4 first though. I hope my Lapras lives! that Ice Beam will help take down Lance's Dragonite! those things are fraking hard to beat, man >_< Oh well, Dragons are awesome like that! ^^ Anywho, i'm also working with getting a shiny dratini. I have my Red Gyarados in the Day Care with Darci, my dratini (that i caught. Ryu, my other one, given to me by the Dragon Master in Blackthorn, is in my party so i can train him as i circle around Johto on my bike to help Darci's first egg hatch) is in the DC as well. It should help increase the chance of getting a shiny from the usual 1/8192 to a MUCH higher 1/64. Hopefully i'll get a shiny dratini ^w^ and soon i hope. Akaro (the gyarados) is my waterfall-er. Can't get to the E4 without him ^^. And i want Uta (my shiny wigglytuff) back in my party too, and i'm not removing my other team-mates yet! Speaking of which... my main team most of the time has been: -Bakuhatsu (Typhlosion (just made him evolve at lvl 41) -Tsubasa (Pidgeot) -Umi (Lapras) -Allen (Jolteon (I dunno why i wanted to name him Allen... I guess i always imagined Allen as a jolteon in pokemon cosplaying (same reason why i named my Entei in LG Lavi, and my Kabutops Kanda ^^b )) -Uta (shiny Wigglytuff) and a usual temporary (Kanda (scyther (no kabutops in here )), Jasdero (sneasel), Kakeru (Spinarak), and now Ryu (dratini)). Anywhozles...I might restart my pokemon Copper and Mercury (new name, whatdya think?) and have Mari and Rose be minor characters... i dunno, we'll see...

one last thing. i dun think we're gonne be able to go to Nebraskon T^T Oh well... financial issues and whatnot... so no pics from that comin up... *sigh* life sucks >_<

Anywho, i'm getting tired, so i'm gonna hit the hay... after reading some pokemanga X3 so see ya~


Remember, my main Mabinogi character's name is Kurotsuki and i'm in the Mari server. So look for me if we are in the same server!


Oh, by the way I HAVE AN ACCOUNT ON AIM, SO IF YOU EVER WANNA IM, MY SCREEN NAME IS crystalsoul16 TYPED EXACTLY LIKE THAT!!!! SO IF YOU WANNA IM FOR ROLE PLAYING OR TALKING TO ME ABOUT MY FANFICS OR JUST PLAIN CHATTING OVER ALL, JUST LOOK FOR ME AND WE CAN CHAT!!! JUST LEMME KNOW WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU POP UP, SO I DON'T COMPLETELY IGNORE YOU!!!


Pokemon Friend Code(s)
Diamond Version: Draca 0516 4249 6650


Clubs I'm in




My friends



My Real Life Friends


My brother




~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

See ya later ~CrystalKnuckles16